AND THEN I WAS ILLUMINATED: THE ZOMBIE APOCALYPSE HAS ARRIVED
SELECTED CHAPTERS: ONE
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AND THEN I WAS ILLUMINATED
THE ZOMBIE APOCALYPSE HAS ARRIVED
SELECTED CHAPTERS: ONE
INTRODUCTION
This work describes the process and experience of being subjected to both invasive and passive mind control and observation technologies currently used upon the populace individually and en masse. I was personally selected for experimentation and have been under remote torture for more than seven years (and probably under silent observation for much longer than that). I was not the only person used in this experiment; many people in my town (and in other locations) were, in fact, subjected along with me to these techniques of control in a recent, vast swathe of moral lapse. Nor were we the only ones who have been used in this fashion. Many others over the past five-plus decades have been subjected, as well, in some famous cases you may have heard about, though important details were popularly omitted.
Part one contains my thesis and explainers, which prepare the reader by framing the narrative part of the story that follows in part two. Part three is comprised of essays which further discuss these technologies at work upon us and how they are implemented within our societies, along with some discussion of motivation, morality, and self defense. Part one is dry, part two is depressing, and part three is intense, but each contains useful information for living in the modern world. I promise.
1. The Problem: Mind Control Technology
“He hates how we control people’s lives.”
- Whispers, Brain Programmer
Mind control technology destroys lives. It is literally soviet (meaning “council”), as the parameters of the victims’ lives are decided by a small group of people running the program with no input from the affected and without regard to their physical or spiritual well-being. Physical methods for transmission involve the use of energy deposition and extremely low frequency bombardment of the subject, which cause elevated rates of cancer (along with other health effects) and cannot be blocked, respectively. Spiritually, the practice is the destruction of the prior functioning of the individual to create someone new who thinks what the System wants them to think, eats what they are told, etc., and is essentially enslaved to a central server that determines how that person will act, with whom they will interact, what they will experience and achieve in life, where they will go and what they will do and, essential for understanding this moment in history, what they will buy. For I believe this to be a fundamental reason for the implementation of direct mind control technology on a total scale: the full control of popular economic power without public knowledge.
People are already controlled to a great degree by their phones and computers. In 2025, this may be old news, but it’s important to note nonetheless. When I say mind control technology I mean the direct interference with the mind of a subject via electronic means; but this is an extension of and enabled by the communication, observation, advertising, and market manipulation technologies and infrastructures already in existence and widely understood. There is a deep interplay between the modern individual and the tools various entities use to understand the people they study, sell to, or govern. These entities can predict what their subjects will do and can nudge them in particular directions with frightening precision by reading metrics garnered from and controlling information presented to those subjects through their devices and communications networks.
Now, after decades of study and testing, resting atop the common information infrastructure as its hideous culmination, presenting data directly to people’s minds against their will is possible. Not just one person or a roomful, either. It is possible on a massive scale. Essential for this process is the ability to read minds and evaluate their output from a distance. And with the ability to shape a custom program for every subject using machine learning and other artificial intelligence techniques, total observation and, ultimately, total control of entire populations can be achieved. Fifty years ago (many of these technologies are older than that), a team of analysts and actors would be required to monitor a single subject and feed back stimuli in order to effect control; now, via automation and computational solutions, this is possible for large numbers of subjects with very little labor cost or oversight.
And one can do far more than simply present basic information (usually via the projection of voices or vocal data into the mind of the subject, subliminal or otherwise, to batter or hypnotize them); one can record and map complex brainwave patterns and repeat them to subjects at will for effect, direct energy at particular parts of the body to damage, intimidate and cajole, and other things you might barely be able to imagine. Using a suite of tools in a fully integrated system, one can, in fact, construct and employ a personalized stimulus-response regime for each subject, active twenty-four-seven, three-sixty-five, designed to align their behavior with parameters determined by the System. To move them around, or to keep them in place. To make them act or act out as desired.
This technology exists. I will argue why this is physically possible and point to what evidence I can without incurring the wrath of censorship that it is happening, but I will basically posit this critical point as given: that other people, with tools, can absolutely read your mind. And do a quite bit more to you than that. My hope in writing this is that you will know, if ever you are subjected by the System, what it is, how it works, and how to avoid losing your life or your love of life to this atrocious affront to the rights of the individual. I have seen people made into zombies, turn slack-jawed to me with empty and glazed-over eyes, saying things that mean nothing to them but everything to me, each of us used as puppets, as tools for this machine. Having experienced almost the entire process of establishing control on someone unwilling to comply, I can say unequivocally that it is torture, that it is wrong, and that it absolutely must be stopped.
Do you want someone reading your mind? Shaping your life for you? Shaping your preferences? Deciding how you will spend your money or your time? How you will think? What you will think? What you will value? What is meaningful to you? Do you want someone you don’t even know telling you what to do from afar? Or worse, being forcefully relegated to the cold guidance of a faulty computer program that learns as it goes along? Making changes to your brain, probably without your knowledge or consent, and doing a poor job of it? Using you to torture someone else by sub-liminally manipulating you to cause them anxiety and pain? Do you want someone else to find a place for you inside their master plan? By force? Making sure you’re a good pet, a good play-pig, by prodding you until you fall in line?
The people running this program will do this to everyone if they can. Specialized, highly technical computing tools will allow them to do so, and this conjunction of technologies is being tested right now for full deployment, the wrinkles ironed out, the bugs removed for launch. For most, this means being watched and quietly directed, their thoughts subtly shifted away from considering things like the existence of a technology that can see into our minds and move people around like electrons on a circuit board. For others it means destroyed potential, permanent brain damage and health defects, months or years of wasted time or torture; a living hell unless one complies. Regardless of how one is affected by this tech, its use is a gross violation of civil and human rights and I see no reason why it should be allowed to persist, especially without controls.
Most will be totally unprepared and may never recognize that they are being watched or influenced by these technologies. The primary tool against being controlled or abused by modern mind control is awareness.
Know this.
The thoughts you have might not be your own.
2. How the Technology Works
“We can make him piss his pants!”
- Warbles, Brain Programmer
Unless I have been freed by luck or by death from my torture by the time you read this, somewhere there is a computer logging my thoughts and creating stimuli devised expressly to cause me physical and spiritual pain. That computer is connected to a transceiver that very rapidly pulses electromagnetic energy at my body and brain and is reading the changes in the reflections it receives, which allows that computer to know what I am thinking, what I am hearing, the state of my body, and more. People who are not selected or sensitized as I was are still subject to this primary function of the machine, which is to observe. Every single person on the planet will be observed by this technology at some point in the near future if they aren’t already. It is highly likely that your movements, health metrics, and even your thoughts are being cataloged and analyzed by the System at this very moment.
I was unfortunate enough to be selected for testing, and so I know that the computer can employ additional, useful functions. It adds data in the form of highly filtered vocals (known as the Voices) to what it sends at me, and sees if my mind responds by reading by my subvocal speech to see if I’ve reacted, and by watching the activated regions of my brain the machine has already learned correspond to the concepts described by the words it says. It can experiment to see if I will believe what it says, or if I will do what it tells me. When I fail to do so, the computer has other interesting functions. It can target areas of my body and harm them or, if I’m lucky, merely cause me pain. It can cause the release of neurochemicals that make me more trusting, combine rushes of dopamine with commands, restrict the flow of blood to my brain, give me sharp headaches and muscle spasms and erections as it wishes. It can repeat the same constant drivel to me from the second I wake until the second I sleep: harassment without pause, which induces a kind of catatonia and is certainly no small source of stress. It can speak to me while I am sleeping and cause the most horribly vivid dreams, prevent my body from performing maintenance, attempt to program me while I am cognitively most defenseless. And it knows me. It has learned me, mapped me out. It can activate bad memories, bring forth and connect concepts I wish not to think about or which should not be connected. It can project images into my mind. It knowingly uses the damage it has caused as a cudgel. And it can use the people around me to harm and control me by employing the same and subtler methods upon them.
The System has direct operator access and input functionalities as well, allowing those running it to find favorite play-pigs for free use in apparently hilarious shenanigans without risk of reprisal or reprimand. Operators can ‘take the mic’, as it were, and psychically drive their victim into situations constructed beforehand by subliminally conditioning people in an area, and then causing their play-pig to stumble. They can ruin your business meeting, your dinner or your date. For fun. Because they can. And when a subject becomes aware or the hijinks go too far, the hypnosis applied to induce altered behavior in the first place can be retooled to effect memory loss of whatever events are deemed undesirable for remembering by the subject. And if that subject is stubborn and “dangerous” enough to warrant termination, their hearts can be targeted directly by disruptive pulses of energy and weakened over time or be made to stop. Not to mention the induction of suicidal thoughts and behaviors. Or the destruction of brain cells by direct induction of energy. Tight secrecy of the technology is essential to its operation and this seems easy enough to maintain.
So how is this possible? How can the System read our thoughts, select people for experimentation, root out undesirables and mark them for harassment, project voices into our heads, control or damage us from afar? Well, radio is an incredible thing. Using electromagnetic radiation we can, in effect, touch an object from a great distance and feel what we have touched to gain information about it. And we can send information and data to that object, if desired.
Radar is famously used by militaries to determine the speed, shape, and heading of objects ranging in size from small missiles to large warships. Tech for this particular use was mainstreamed back in the Second World War. In the eighty years since, vast improvements have been made in radar technology and techniques, using different frequencies, power outputs, and analysis methods to target and track several different categories of objects and their properties. You can now purchase a small circuit board online for ten dollars that will accurately determine if a human being is present within its range by emitting 24 GHz microwave radiation that will reflect off of the person as they move about that space. In these reflections the sensors look for characteristics like movement speed, heart rates, and breathing patterns typical for a human. This is a piece of consumer technology that uses high frequency waves suitable for close range and do not interfere with wifi (at 2.4 and 5 GHz) and bluetooth (from 2.402 to 2.48 GHz) signals. In general, higher frequency waves are easier to block with material, and a device emitting at 24 GHz at a low power level is mostly going to be blocked by the walls in the room surrounding it. Lower frequency radiation can be used for this purpose as well, though different analysis methods are required to garner information from these reflections and projecting the energy requires more power. A 5 Hz wave will penetrate rock.
Radio and mechanical interferometry and heterodyning (or mixing) in various forms allows operators of the technology to know your position, movements, and biological metrics. When someone is stressed out, moving quickly or strangely, breathing heavily with an elevated heart rate, this person is deemed by the System to have possible criminal intent. At this point they can be made subject to further and more in-depth observation and psychological testing. This state of stress does not have to be organic and can be induced by the system to create subjects for study.
Research on directly controlling people’s minds using electrical stimu-lation was performed publicly in the 1960s by a man who basically said that you don’t have the right to develop your brain. He also said that armed ruling power generals will soon (back then) control their soldiers down to the man via direct electrical stimulation. He was not the only person engaged in this field of study; there have been many since and there are many more now.
It has been discovered that the brain is very sensitive to certain radio frequencies which cause various specific effects on the person receiving signals in that range. For instance, there are frequencies which, when projected at someone’s brain, will cause that person’s hypothalamus and pituitary gland to create and release large amounts of oxytocin, which facilitates trust and fosters neuronal connections. Energy with a frequency of between 2 and 4 Hz can cause fatigue. The brain tends to resonate within various frequency ranges depending on the state one’s mind is in. When functioning normally during deep sleep, the brain resonates between 0.5 and 4 Hz. When alert, the brain resonates between 12 and 30 Hz. And rarely, when someone is really amped-up, quite afraid, on the edge of insight, etc., their minds will resonate at up to 100 Hz. Searching online for the phrase “brainwave frequencies” will yield the popular chart showing ranges and corresponding states. Constantly hitting someone’s brain with energy in one of these ranges can place the mind of the person within that region of activity, inducing stress, or an absurdly over-active awareness, or fatigue, or in a state conducive to subliminal instruction. This method of projection can overwrite your current state and is an effective basis for overriding your mood and thoughts.
Radio emissions between 0 and 300 Hz are known as extremely low frequency (ELF) and are extremely difficult to measure and, more importantly, nearly impossible to block. This is analogous to the acoustic phenomenon you must have experienced where deeper bass notes penetrate materials and project further than higher, treble notes, like hearing the bass-line and kick drum from a concert some distance away but not the singer or guitar. And like a singer placing an entire stanza of lyrical content within a ten-second emanation of the single note b-flat, these radio emissions (in various combinations) can be used as carriers for data presented to the mind.
Or data read from the mind. In a clinical setting, the process used to measure brainwaves is called electroencephalography, and produces an electroencephalogram (EEG). This is performed by placing electrodes around the skull which register electrical changes within the brain. Appropriately sensitive radar in the proper frequency range can perform the same function from a distance. Or measure any other subtle changes in the electric fields within or around the body. I’ve already mentioned heart rate, breathing and muscle movement. Importantly, the tiny movements made by the structures in your throat that you subconsciously make when you read or speak to yourself in a phenomenon known as subvocal speech can be measured in this way. Subvocalization has a close correspondence with your internal monologue, that soundless voice in your head, though for some people who “think fast” there is a wider separation between inner monologue and subvocalization and it’s more difficult for these systems to read. Both EEG and subvocal reading can be used to create a real-time script of the inner workings of your mind. One can be used when the other falters and they can be used in conjunction, along with other tools to reconstruct your inner image in real time. Visual thinkers are not spared.
You can think of all this as a general-purpose radar. It is an observation network that covers everything and employs other assets to target persons found interesting to the System and its operators for whatever reason, be it their wealth, their gullibility, their aptitude for use in propaganda or sex slavery, their torture-entertainment value or whatever else the practitioners of the System divine could be useful or profitable or fun. They can record this data and play it back, creating a library of experiences they can lease and sell to people with access. They can craft legislation in the minds of lobbyists and voting preferences in the minds of politicians and general rage in populations that may require intervention. Whatever serves the bottom line at the operator, administrator, or mastermind level, to keep the System moving and working as desired. Moving material, materiel, and petty wealth at great pain from the weak to the extremely well-insulated. Human suffering is not a commodity; it is a side-effect.
Generally, the System possesses redundancy and uses cross-checking and overlap to construct and confirm the various metadata used for testing and analysis and to remain in contact with subjects. Your position can be garnered by tapping into private camera networks in people’s homes or in shops and by using municipal observation data. Your cellphone is always trackable of course. Big tech does a lot of the footwork here, as these companies do an excessive amount of work on the ludicrous amounts of data that they collect on their customers and, well, everyone that they can. This includes, of course, everything you say on calls, everything you write in texts or emails, and so on all of this now easily analyzable to construct your rather accurate psychological profile, exploitable by the System.
The machine gets to know you. It predicts what you will do. The popular phenomenon of having a conversation with friends about a particular product or service and then seeing ads for it everywhere comes to mind. Phones and other devices are listening to you and connected servers doing AI analysis on your speech, input, and habits as a way to provide you with advertisements that ease your search for effective and competitively priced goods (this is the public facing argument, anyhow). This data and analysis can be accessed by program operators to aid in the development and operation of control technologies.
Cellphone towers use beam-forming to target several individual devices. This is accomplished by having several transceivers in an array emit at different power levels and frequencies to point the combined emission in a particular direction. This can be done very quickly, several hundred times a second or more depending on the computing power devoted to the task, allowing the tower to target multiple objects within its range. This is how towers service a large number of connections. The most popularly licensed frequency range in the 5G system is between 24.25 and 29.5 GHz, in the so-called High-Band. Other ranges can be used by specialized antennas.
If for whatever reason nothing else works, a satellite can be used to track and engage targets. Microwaves tend to dissipate quickly when projected from a standard antenna, but a laser in the microwave range (called a maser) can propagate from satellite to surface and back quickly enough to be useful. If you were to cut off a piece of your flesh and stick it in a microwave oven, it would cook. A microwave laser from orbit, or microwaves from some ground based source that could reach you, could be used to target areas of your body and cause odd sensations, burns, nerve and cell damage, etc. A maser in the sky can absolutely set up a two way connection between the greater System and the individual to facilitate brain and computer interaction. Satellites are not subject to popular scrutiny, and a network of them can allow another method of full coverage for these observation and control technologies. Like a cell tower, a phased array on a satellite can target multiple objects at once by rapidly pulsing different signals in different directions with the router doing the management required to integrate emission and reflection frames into coherent, useful signals. Ruling power armed oceanic organs used ELF to communicate with submarines. ELF transmissions can be added to and read from the power signal sent to your home in a phenomenon known as dirty electrics.
It is also possible for some human beings to be or become more sensitive to electronic interference than others in various ways. The presence of metals within the body above normal levels accrued from environmental sources, infection by fungi that metabolize organic compounds and leave a residue of ionized metals that cause the body to have a higher electrical potential, programmable nano-scale objects that can be specially aggregated to arrive at and form functional structures in specific parts of the body to perform various tasks, all of these phenomena can cause a person to be more visible and more vulnerable. Widespread electrosensitivity can be induced and fostered to increase the effectiveness of the tools I am discussing.
So a plethora of systems exist that can sensitize, track, and interact with large numbers of humans and collect data about them. Again, big tech does it’s part openly. And I have only described public-facing technologies and discoveries about the body, brain, and material resonance phenomena, things disclosed by entities that are doing operations and research in these fields. They are surely doing much more than they reveal. And much of what’s been discussed is really very old. Radio was mainstreamed at the turn of the 20th century and is quite advanced now, the basis for all of the widespread communications technology that surrounds us. Radar was big in the early 1940s. Micro (waved) hearing, based on the Frey effect, was discovered in the 1950s and can be used to project sound into the brain by stimulating it directly via radio transmissions, resulting in an altogether different form of hearing. The internet is old as the 1970s. Financial companies have been using mass data analysis for hedging bets since the late 1990s. Mass human bio tracking was implemented soon after 2000. Working versions of energy weapons like high-power microwave lasers were disclosed soon after that. Sonic weapons that use specialized projection of sound waves to place riot control messages and dissuasion sensations into the minds and bodies of a crowd were publicized in the 2010s, and military versions that told combatants, in their own heads, to surrender, or projected the false sounds of troop movements to sew confusion and herd enemies, were used in warfare years before that. Big tech firms have been using predictive algorithms for advertising and other purposes publicly for near decades, now. And so on. Several famous companies, along with scores of the more obscure, are openly developing biotechnological solutions for medical or communi-cations problems. This is merely what has been made public, to say nothing of the massive corpus of corporate or institutional advancements that are shielded from public view.
Likewise with artificial intelligence. At the time of writing, there are free-to-use AI chat-bots and tools that will have a conversation with you, create code for you, draw artwork for you, and generally perform any digital task that can be automated. Hidden or classified AI tools are certainly more advanced, and essential for the operation of the public-private observer state that has grown around us during the last fifty or sixty years, just for the sheer amount of data collected from available sources. A human would be lost. And now that this robust apparatus exists for collecting and analyzing that data, other programs can be written or grown and integrated with the various technologies I have mentioned to create a system capable of effect-ing total predictive control over individuals, groups, and populations.
From what I have heard and experienced and what I see in the world, it’s my firm belief that this is a horror we will face as both as persons and as a species, an artificial evolutionary pressure beyond which we will have to evolve. The System kills and maims to protect itself and the information it’s tasked with hiding. It can and absolutely will be used to cull unamenable traits in the populace. To make us stupider, more distracted consumers unable to question the authority being used to warp us, eliminating the very possibility of overthrow or change by finding and removing those ideas from people’s minds and by excluding from future generations those who would or even could fight against it.
I have already intimated that this System can and does analyze your thoughts and divines what you are thinking. As in, you, the reader. And me, and your neighbor, and your coworkers and friends and family. Everyone. I can tell you from first-hand experience that there exists an AI toolkit that will try to steer your thinking, which can “talk you to death”, confuse you and lie, present itself as people you know, or fictional entities it thinks you will trust or fear, be it the Devil, the Lord, the military, the resistance, aliens, or even a bastard version of yourself. A toolkit that can harm you both inside and out. That does whatever it can to keep you engaged, to keep your brain in the loop and doing whatever it wants. Or at least to prevent you from doing (or thinking) what it doesn’t want you to.